LGBTI Health Summit ‘07 reflections

March 16, 2007

Some Tobaccee Stats

Filed under: conference — samuel180 @ 2:02 pm

Logan, a fellow blogger, has written some great GLBT tobacco info on his blog.

I just want to put out a little data about discrepancy re queer vs. non-queer smoking:
California:
14% of the general population smokes, 17% of men.
Among gay man, it is 50% higher, 27%.

11% of non-queer women smoke.
For bi and lesbian women, 32.5%–TRIPLE!

Among 18-24 year olds:
General population: 18%
LGBT: 44% (yes, holy shit!

New Mexico: LGBT smoking rates are double. In Michigan, 26% smoking among adults, and 33% in the LGBT community.

So, if you were wondering if we smoked more, the answer is YIKES!

Eric Rofes: Complicated Actualizer

Filed under: conference — samuel180 @ 1:46 pm

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Eric Rofes

Last night was a two hour “tribute to Eric Rofes.” Eric was the pivotal, founding force behind the LGBTI Health Summits, an activist, organizer and teacher who was fierce, fun and creative. I met Eric in 1999 when he came to Vermont, shortly after the release of his book Dry Bones Breathe: Gay Men Creating Post-AIDS Identities and Cultures. If you haven’t read any of his work, get your hands on some, because he was an incredible thinker and writer.

It’s difficult to try to wrap a two-hour intense event into a few sentences. Eric died suddenly last year, and many of the people here knew him well. People who worked tirelessly together, many lovers and tricks, those influenced in a swirl of different ways by this bear of a force who made things happen and made others work hard. “Eric was an actualizer” one man said, indeed, he made shit happen.

People spoke of how complex he was, how driven, always full of new ideas. Amber Hollibough, long-time lesbian activist, spoke of how he came to DC to do a “Leather Action” while others were lobbying for marriage equality. “Did you just say what I think you said?” she recounted, to which he said “Yes. Until we are visible, they will continue to call us sick for what we do and how we love.”

There were folks from Australia and the UK, from different generations, dykes and leathermen and genderqueers who all were impacted by him, each speaking of lessons or laughing or support that came from him.

There was a sweet bio handout and I will quote a piece of his writing, from Reviving the Tribe: Regenerating Gay Men’s Sexuality and Culture in the Ongoing Epidemic.
…To see men embrace and love each other in response to neither loss nor terror revives my dreams from a life long ago. To watch masses of men dance together, celebrating raw life-giving powers of music and desire, forces me to acknowledge that the human spirit is not easily subdued. When once again two men can kiss hard on the mouth, as neither victims nor survivors nor captives, then peace and order will settle over the tribe and life will again move forward.

Eric’s complexity was reflected everywhere, and this of course, includes fights and disagreements and anger. There was a place where people could write thoughts and messages and one person wrote: E: All is forgiven. Thank you for everything.

March 15, 2007

Opening Plenary: “Bodies, Health, Gender and the Future”

Filed under: conference — samuel180 @ 6:02 pm

This is the LGBTI Health Summit, and I would venture to guess that a lot of people know very little about the I. Organizers were addressing that by having the opening morning talk about Trans and Intersex issues. It muddled things a little to combine the two, because so many of us involved in trans or intersex activism spend a lot of time differentiating the two. Of course there is overlap, because both are talking about expanding how we look at sex and gender, to bring it beyond the boxes of male/female, man/woman, and promote concepts of wide variation and possibility along the gender spectrums.

A highlight was the showing of the film One in 2,000 by Ajae Clearway, featuring the voices of numerous people with a range of intersex conditions. The title comes from the fact that one in 2,000 births in the US (five or six a day) are of people with intersex conditions and that the vast majority of those children have surgeries imposed upon them to “normalize” their genitalia. To hear the voices of a diverse group of intersex people is great, and it is very well-done. A main point of the film is quite simply that the pain and suffering these folks have experienced was not from having intersex conditions, but from the secrets, shame and betrayal from their families and medical providers thrusting the medical model–that any variation if wrong and must be corrected–upon them.

Similar to last night’s point about perspective, and power imbalances shaping how we perceive risk, it also shapes how we perceive “normal.” One person in the film said “Abnormality” is a biased word, because “abnormally” smart kids, or “abnormally” beautiful kids are not operated on to make them fit the norm.

First night plenary: What is Risk?

Filed under: conference — samuel180 @ 5:45 pm

It’s only the first day and I’m already way behind on my blogging experiment.

The opening plenary last night was a pretty successful opening for the conference, with speakers each musing on the question “What is Risk?” And also, lots of use of the words “paradigm shift” in referring to how we think about risk, because after all, this is a conference for thinkers and activists, folks who know what “paradigm shift” even means even if we are really all at some kind of loss in terms of how to create it.

One fundamental point of the discussion is that there are differences in how we look at the term “risk”–in some cases it is only seen as negative, i.e. people making “bad” individual choices that put them at risk. Then there is the idea of “risk taking” as heroic or just personally challenging one’s self, turning it around to a “good”, admirable thing. It certainly depends on who is doing the risk-taking, and around what they are taking risks, that will lead to if one’s risks are perceived as “good” or as “bad.”

So of course, much of the discussion infused power inequities into the equation. Lisa Bowleg, a social psycholgist and professor at the Drexell School of Public Health, spoke to the need to shift the discussion from “individual action” to *context* for action–poverty, incarceration, or wealth and privilege, all impact how much choice we have in the first place regarding how and why we take risks. She spoke of a “social construction” of risk, and that gender, race, ethnicity, class all overlay risk. This made me think of the Harm Reduction model of “Drug, Set and Setting” which puts drug use into a context of individual meaning for the person using, the “set” of comforts, coping mechanisms, familiarity, past contextual experience, etc. that go into use. Making change is about looking at so many broader links than just the action itsself.

I really liked Bill Jesdale, an epidemiologist and researcher on gay issues, who spoke quite beatifully to the need to move from an individual, pathologizing view point to a social model, from shame to community wellness. “Gay youth are at risk for suicide, but the risk is not about being gay, it’s about being despised. The risk isn’t gayness, it’s homophobia.” Bill was very clear about the need for focusing on social changes, what he called “the airbag solutions” because with the introduction of airbags in cars, risks from car accidents were greatly reduced, but no individual has to lift a finger to create that risk reduction. It’s a contextual, social change.

Shane Snowden from SF talked about revolutionary change, the kind of change we make in the face of crisis with “life and death stakes.” She talked about the risks of *not* fighting for our rights, not accessing health care because providers suck, of not loving ourselves, not experiencing joy.

The discussion got a little hotter when an audience member brought up the fact that for many “risks” themselves are attractive because they’re “bad.” That the naughtiness is part of the fun, pleasure and sexiness of risk.

From there the organizers moved into a nice meet and greet exercise, but I had to leave in the middle of getting to know someone because I was late for at Tobacco Group meeting.

Arrival

Filed under: conference — samuel180 @ 3:43 am

Arrived around 5pm after a thankfully uneventful trip. I stepped off the plane from Vermont and it was actually HOT. 70-plus degrees. Everyone on my plane just sort of stood on the tarmac gazing up at the sky, soaking in the wonderful feeling of the warm sun before ducking back into the fake air of the terminal.

I tried to find someone else who was coming to the Summit to share a cab, but took a shuttle instead. Something very cool about Philadelphia are the murals everywhere. I couldn’t get a picture out the van window, but you can see some for yourself here.

Got to the hotel just in time for the opening reception. There weren’t a ton of people there–this is something I like about this conference. It is small enough to really connect with people and if you meet someone you like you can actually get to talk to them again. Saw David Acosta. one of the organizers–and someone who I associate as a driving force for this summit–who I will try to interview over the weekend.

After lots of hand shaking, hugs and air-kisses, we mosied into the main room for the opening Plenary “What is Risk? LGBTI Health and the Risk Paradigm.”

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